This post isn't going to be polished.
I'm supposed to be getting into my homework any time now, but I can't focus because I just feel so relieved.
I've had some "issues" with my schooling to start this year off. It came down to a lot of trying to find a paper trail, needing to prove why I felt I was misled, yada yada...
It's been a process. But in the end, when it all comes down to it, my resolution has come from sitting in a room with 3 people who can do something about my situation - one who knows me a bit better than the others - and sensing that they genuinely wanted to help me get it right.
I was heard.
I heard them.
In the end, that's all that really matters. I don't have to be right. I just want to be a teacher some day :). Again.
Anyways, I am just so thankful, but for a different reason than I originally thought. Originally I thought I would be thankful if I achieved a result I was hoping for. And for sure I am thankful that things are working out in a way that's not going to cost me more time or money than we have.
But I'm for some reason thankful for the difficulty of the process. I've learned a lot this past few days - following a chain of hierarchy and conversations...
And through it all, I have somehow sensed that this is exactly where God wanted me to be. I think He is refining something in me through this process. So I feel the 'wear' of that for sure. But I can honestly say I feel content.
Very similar to the sore-muscle feeling you experience while you're drinking your smoothie after a hard work-out.
Was this about trying to justify your Bahamas teaching experience for credit? Or Prairie schooling? Or something totally different?
ReplyDeleteSomething different... to do with transferring Prairie credit. Will explain - we should talk soon! Let's do that and you can tell me all about Graham... :)
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